First of all, let me just remind you guys how much I love all of you.
I read all the comments you guys left and it warms me and makes me feel all fuzzy and gross with how much you dorks care T_T
I love you little dorks. All of you.
You're all dorks. Stupid, annoying, cute, adorable, smart, talented, amazing dorks who I'm surprised care about a crazed hormonal teenager like myself. (Not giving out my age but, I'm pretty sure you guys can guess, which I honestly stopped caring about if you know or not. I mean, again, not gonna give it out and please don't take any guesses either or ask, but... Yeah.)
I'm just not gonna reply to your comments because my anxiety has lowered a bit since then since it's been the first week, and to reply I would need to give my story of what happened, and making a journal would be waaay easier.
I still have no friends. (It's a school full of spoiled rich brats, so they already have their 'cliques' and 'groups' and don't exactly talk to you if you're not JUST LIKE THEM- Also, I'm a misanthropist so talking to people... Nooooot so easy for me...)
Okay, I have like, one, but that's it so far. (One friend and an acquaintance? Idk, at lunch I hide in the library, though I think I've found a few pple to hang out with during that time instead...) I had some issues with my classes (SO PISSED ABOUT ONE OF MY CLASSES RIGHT NOW buut I'm not gonna say and see what happens Tuesday when I see my counselor...) I'm actually taking my very first art class, and atm we're just doing speed drawings of still life. (Contour drawings, that what they're called.) My teacher is so cute omfg I,D
The school is way bigger than my old one, to which I might stop carrying around a purse and just carry a backpack? I usually leave it in my locker and just carry my purse so I can have pads, my phone and Ipod and sketchbook, but now I just carry a big sketchbook instead of the small one I keep in there, but electronics are allowed in this school so...
I may only just bring my purse when I'm wearing dresses or on my period... Not too sure yet... (Ugh boring details sorry, let me get onto art-)
Scanner still isn't plugged in, in fact we're looking for a new printer/scanner that can be connected wirelessly, so lets see how that goes. But, that means I STILL can't post any art. I'll try to take pics with my Ipod and post some things? but... Still can't do anything. I would LOVE to doodle on the tablet, but the mac is being moved room to room (Right now it's in the dining room? whaaat?) so I can't draw with that either...
It sucks too because I have like, 4 or 5 things I want to post I,D
I'm currently TRYING to redo Amanda's ref, I have a sketch done but OF COURSE I'M REDOING IT AGAIN BECAUSE IT CAME OUT TERRIBLE T_T Jeez it's always gonna come out badly... (...notgonnalieiwishshehadmorelovebutthatsbecauseidontdrawherthatmuchsoyouguysdontknowheralltoowell-)
I need to draw sO MANY OC'S HOLY FUCK-
Buut, more importantly I'm working on a series of something actually
Got inspired by my first homework for my art class, which she was like, just draw whatever you want, so I drew Anubis (Or a follower of Anubis) and then just got REALLY into Ancient Egypt and stuff (Which I've always had a huge interest in- I LOVE History in general I,D) and got this idea from my old 'Ancient Egypt self insert' (Y'know- myself in ancient egypt...). All I'm gonna say for now is that I'm going to call it 'Servants of the Gods', and I'm working on character designs. I wish I had a scanner so I can ask you guys for some help on designs, but eh I,D A challenge >3 (I feel bad that I gave up on my old series idea, 'Clockwork Demons', but I didn't know where I was going with that... I feel like I ripped off Bioshock in a way... Oh shit you guys never knew of Clockwork Demons-)
Well, I can talk to you guys, so that's good. (or bad, depends on if you like me or not-)
What's up with you guys?