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So... My grandfather died on Thursday, 4-17-14 at 8:30 a.m in my mothers arms at the hospital... 
He was old, frail, we knew he was dying for a week now. That's why my mother brought my sister and I on Tuesday even though we left on Sunday. We had the funeral yesterday. It was my first funeral. I tried to be strong, and tried not to cry. In fact, I stayed by my aunts and tried to make them feel better, especially my aunt who cared for both my grandparents for the last five years or so, and especially the last three when my grandfather almost died and was put on a feeding tube. My aunt literally devoted her life to caring for them since nobody else would. My grandfather lived with me ever since I was born to when I was about 10 or 11 I think... He didn't speak much English, to any at all, but I understood him. I know some Albanian, but not a lot.
He was still the cutest grandfather ever. He loved sugar, and loved my dog and would even play with him. 
We all knew he was dying, so it wasn't a shock when he finally left, but everyone is still so hurt... 
I did break down crying once with my mother, and quite badly too before I said my last goodbye at the open-casket part... 
I'm emotional and sensitive, what can I say? 
It still hurts to remember, but don't worry guys, I won't cry again.
This stuff happens, and we can't do anything about it other then just keep moving by it. 
(I just wish other people would have more respect for this... Driving to the graveyard, people kept cutting us off rudely and cutting into the line of cars and someone even almost hit my mom's car. Jerks.)

I'm just glad he's finally at peace... He was suffering for the past three years, and now he can rest. 
I... Don't know if I believe in Heaven... But if there is one, I'm sure he's there, and Grandpa, I'm glad your at peace and I hope you're doing fine...
<3

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:iconanimelovesmanga801:
animelovesmanga801 5 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
AVA AVA AVA AVA
WE SHOULD DO A COLLAB TOGETHER
LIKE SERIOUSLY
//shot 
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Apocalyptic-Assassin 4 hours ago  Student Traditional Artist
WAIT LIKE
COLLAB OR MEME?
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:iconanimelovesmanga801:
animelovesmanga801 4 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
COLLAB LIKE WHERE ONE US LINES AND THE OTHER COLOURS //shot
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White-Wolf-Terra 4 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for te fave
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Apocalyptic-Assassin 5 hours ago  Student Traditional Artist
Np ^^
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the-desert-seagull Apr 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave! :D
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Apocalyptic-Assassin 5 hours ago  Student Traditional Artist
Np ;)
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AnimeEmm Apr 13, 2014  Professional Artist
thanks for the fav!
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MangaDrawerPG Apr 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for faving my drawing!! :D
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warrior-oji Apr 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for faving! <3
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